I did it for you.

You know when you’re hurt, hurt by the person you love the most? It hurts alot knowing that you thought this person would never harm you, but then turns out they’re the person that makes you want to kill yourself? I’m not the skinnest person out there, but I try to be. I know some people think of me as the fatass that sits around eating and playing xbox. I know. But then I met this girl that made me thinking, if I really want this girl I would have to do something about myself and try working out and being more active. For a long period of time, I played volleyball, went to the gym at least twice a week, yet she still doesnt notice me, and the thing is, is that it hurts knowing that I’ve tried so hard, yet the person they I ‘love’ still doesnt see my hard work.
Don’t mind me, I’m ranting.