people like you disappoint me

these are the times that i actually want to kill myself. i hate it when i really want to talk to someone and i go on msn or facebook chat and i start a conversation but they dont reply to me and then i assume that they are away from keyboard, but then i see them post stuff on their wall. It upsets me because at this point in my life, i actually need someone to talk to, to vent to actually.

I hate how i care deeply for someone and they don’t do the same for me. I know that it was my choice of caring for them and i shouldn’t expect them to do the same back to me, but i really want someone to care for me, to know how i feel and to talk to me when i need it.