i know why.
All these goodlooking guys getting all the girls, while i’m sitting here alone with a book. What makes me so upset is that all these goodlooking guys can flirt with girls and make the girl enjoy it, while i can’t. Some might say “why don’t you just try it and see?” well, it’s easier said than to do. I’m not afraid to be close with them, im just afraid of rejection. I know that this makes me seem like i always look down on myself, but it’s exactly how i feel. Everything I look at a girl and they attract me, i’m always too scared to go over and say hi because i always think “what am i thinking? that girl would never be interested in me to actually try to be friends” And than some might say “it’s not all about the outside, it’s about the inside too” yeah i totally agreed to that, but the outside does make teh first impression and so if im not goodlooking the girl wont be interested. i dont really know what else to say other than the fact that im really upset.
