October 2011
3 posts
let's just say.
you’re gonna regret everything you said tonight.
my plan.
Since I’m lonely at school and have no friends, I plan to get sexy throughout the year. Which means excersising, eating healthy, and working out. So when I finally get sexy enough. These people from my school will be like “Damn, who’s that kid?” and I’ll be like, “I was here the whole time, you just didnt notice me cause I was ugly and fat.”
i want a best friend
July 2011
2 posts
the awkward, sad moment when your friends go...
I did it for you.
You know when you’re hurt, hurt by the person you love the most? It hurts alot knowing that you thought this person would never harm you, but then turns out they’re the person that makes you want to kill yourself? I’m not the skinnest person out there, but I try to be. I know some people think of me as the fatass that sits around eating and playing xbox. I know. But then I met...
June 2011
1 post
people like you disappoint me
these are the times that i actually want to kill myself. i hate it when i really want to talk to someone and i go on msn or facebook chat and i start a conversation but they dont reply to me and then i assume that they are away from keyboard, but then i see them post stuff on their wall. It upsets me because at this point in my life, i actually need someone to talk to, to vent to actually.
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May 2011
16 posts
those times in life when you're mad at the world...
i think i should just focus on music, to get this...
can't believe how much this pain hurts.
i hate it when i don't know how i feel.
sometimes.
i tell guitar my problem, because i feel that if i tell a human what’s on my mind, they would think of me as annoying. So i rather bottle up my feelings and my thoughts inside so that noone would be annoyed with me
i know why.
All these goodlooking guys getting all the girls, while i’m sitting here alone with a book. What makes me so upset is that all these goodlooking guys can flirt with girls and make the girl enjoy it, while i can’t. Some might say “why don’t you just try it and see?” well, it’s easier said than to do. I’m not afraid to be close with them, im just afraid of...
i finally remember what i was suppose to do today....
i was suppose to go get my hair cut. but now i have to wait till next saturday -.-
“hey, can you promise me something? oh wait nevermind, youll just break it.”
“i hate how you only come to me when you need something”
“i miss talking to you.”
“if i tell you i love you, will you say the same?”
k. this bugs me.
k, i actually do want to talk to you, but you keep ignoring me. geez. this has happened so many times. Even though i just met you this year, i really wanna be friends with you. We pretty much have most our classes together this year. When i confront you, you’re always saying “no im not ignoring you” YEAH RIGHT, you told me brb last time and never came back. And it gets me pissed,...
here's what i think...
i hate it when there’s something troubling me and i just want to be alone, there is always that someone that is always asking “what’s wrong.” or sometimes it’s the opposite, like, when you actually want to have a little conversation with someone, they dont even bother to talk to you. That’s my problem. Why can’t anyone tell when you dont want to talk, and...
aye, im here on tumblr (: